Hmmm, where to start ....

Well, I'm fat. And sick of it. And in less than two years time I'll be 40 and I REFUSE to be fat as well. Plus my weight stops me doing things, I pretend it doesn't but it really does. I'm sick of being invisible ... I used to like attention, now I avoid it. AND if I have to go much longer wearing blardy stretchy black pants with elastic waists I'll go insane. I think that'll do to start with. I CAN do this, others have and I know what I need to do.